I'M FRIGGIN PISSED!!!

Gboyt's picture

The last couple of weeks have been hell for me.I was outed by my uncle.I asked him if he would not tell my parents coz I didin't think they were ready for it,but the guy goes ahead and tells my mom and dad.Surprisingly my mom was cool with it(although she said it would take her some time to deal with),but my dad was like"it's just a phase your going through".I felt like saying YO,A PHASE IS LIKE A DAY OR A MONTH,NOT TWO FRIGGIN YEARS!I felt so pissed I didn't talk to anyone for a week.When I came back to my other uncle's house,he gives this me lecture about how not having a big d--k or not being popular doesnt mean your gay. He goes on to tell me that all gay men have AIDS and that we all wear diapers because of the way we have sex.He rants on that at 16yrs of age,even after years of knowing,I still can't label my sexuality.That crap was so bad I swear I had a migraine.I was like,"f--k that,I know what Iam,so don't question me!"I was so pissed but I didn't say anything.I just kept it all to myself.I've just decided that if he can't handle it ,tough.Iam what Iam and I ain't changing for no one.To add to that my cousin's wife is having issues about moving out.She been having major mood swings and I mean her deppression is contagious.It's like bringing everyone down.I hope she deals with her issues.Anyway I got the results for my exams and I didin't do as well as I wanted to.I still got into the college I wanted to but it kinda sucks if you didin't get what you wanted after two years of extra-lessons,intense supervised study and a s--t load of crap from your parents.The only positive thing I can think of is that things can only get better after this,I hope.

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lostxdelirious's picture

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That sucks. When my girlfriend's mom found out my girlfriend was gay that's what she said too. About how it was all just some childish phase and shit. God give you strength.

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hellonwheels's picture

man, that really sucks...

Sounds like your family, especially your dad and your uncle will be in denial for a while...oh well...I can't say i know what's happening to you, cause i'm not out, but i can understand. the same thing will probably happen to me...Sorry ya didn't do as well as you wanted on your exams. Damn, i know how angry that can make me, when i study so damn hard, just to get a lower grade. Hopefully things will get better...don't let your cousin's wife's depression get you down. later...

Mental wounds not healing, driving me insane, i'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train- the ozzman