Okay, I lied. I am back again. :D
Okay there is this boy in my first block class and when I saw him I was like DAMN!!!!!! I always thought he was cute but for the past week he has been the only thing on my mind, I can't concentrate on my schoolwork, or anything for that matter.
I dunno what I am going to do, is it really love? We have NEVER spoken, he is younger than me, and I was going to go talk to him today to make friends but couldn't b/c I didn't get the chance. I want him so bad. It isn't lust b/c I don't want sex with him yet, well I mean if he wanted to then yeah but, other than that I don't. I just wanna be with him. To be held in his arms, to have his lips pressed against mine. To look into his eyes and tell that he really loves me. But the problem is I dunno how to go about talking to him....I mean should I write a letter, should I talk to him face-to-face, etc. I dunno I am nervous as hell. I didn't eat lunch today b/c I was so obsessed with him. I talked with my straight friend about me liking him and she said, "There ain't nutting wrong with that, you can't help who ya like." So I dunno......HELP ME GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!