AARRGH!!

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I cannot believe I lasted a whole week off this site I got kinda addicted once I joined!But i've been on
holiday and therefore had no access to a computer so I was forced to go cold turkey!!Anyways im back now and
decided it would be good to make another journal entry,though I don't really have anything major to report!
Still don't know if I'm lesbian or bi and though I know that I should stop thinking about it all the time,I
just can't seem to help it!Some days I think im sure i'm lesbian then others I think im bi.I suppose the
only thing I can say for certain is im not straight coz if I was I wouldn't be having this problem!!Its just
so frustrating!!I know im kinda just moaning her but I guess im just in a bad mood mainly coz my mother is
not speaking to me(again).I don't really know why!Think she is angry at the world!Her and my dad haven't
really been speaking for the last few weeks,and since I live at home with them and my broters and sisters
have all moved away im stuck all alone in the middle!!I wish I had my own place to live.Im old enough just
not rich enough.So on a I think life sucks note im going to go to bed and hope im forgiven tomorrow for
whatever it is that i've done.