No one seems to have seen friday's entry. It was huge. http://www.oasismag.com/node/view/17983
Today, MM was fairly caught up in her own goings on. She was happy to know I'm OK and wasn't brutally beaten to death over the weekend.
When I hugged her before the first class, she said "I was waiting for you to do that." I walked into three desks on my way to my seat after that. Good thing she's in none of my classes.
Lunch I wan't near her. My god was I ever worried in LA. She skipped class, all afternoon which is 4th and 5th periods (hate that word) and I was so worried. The last thing she supposedly said before leaving was "I'm just depressed, I'll leave it there. I'm not coming back." I was worried she would kill herself, I really was. I just wish she could tell me whats wrong.
Afterschool I got a *vague* idea of what the problem *might* be.
An entry or two back, this might have been Friday's actually, I mentioned Her Boyfriend and J were talking about liking more than one girl. I assumed they meant J (single) does. But today when MM was leaving, after everyone had hugged her (including me), she said "D... D, I'm leaving..." And he was ignoring her or not hearing her or something. Finally people brought his attention to where it already should've been. I braced myself to watch them hug and or kiss, which would tear me apart. But he just waved and went back to talking to whoever he had been talking to before. They were talking about food. That tore me apart worse.
And thinking back, I realised they hadn't been talking much today. Like this morning, he chose to be with the people I was talking to instead of MM and her two friends. And at lunch he was talking to the H sisters and J and me, while MM was just sitting there looking sad. I would've tried to comfort her about whatever was wrong but I was laughing at "bonier" and "the hallway is covered in balls" and other things that could be interpreted as a part of the male anatomy. I couldn't've been serious and knew I'd make it worse.
Anyone have any ways to tell if a guy likes someone other than his girlfriend? It's almost definitely one of the mutual friends, someone I know too. I just have a feeling about that.