This is how i've been writing journal entries for myself lately. I just can't seen to make time for relaly thoughful ones. So here goes my though blotts of the last few days

1/10/06-Should I go to winter formal? Julia asked me to go with her, and other friends of course. I could wear black pants and my new button-down. However, there is that whole going to feel stupid and uncomfortable because of sexuality/gender thingy. Maybe I'll get to dance with Julia? Especially confusing gender day, for the record.
Damn. I just tried on a light blue tank top-and have no feeling really about it. I didn’t like it-yeah I looked good in it, but I didn’t like it. Can’t say I totally hated either. I didn’t like it. Then I tried my new brown polo (boys). Right now I like the brown more. Right now just liking something over the other is going to have to be enough.

1/11/06-“I think not letting people read written words is much more dangerous then whatever could happen if they read them