im committing to being uncommitted
im thru with this love
thanks to my insecurities ive finally given it all up
how could i be so stupid, how could i be so dumb
trying to act like my heart had no feelings, like i was numb
all the times u locked me out while i sat crying patiently for the key
i clung on everytime u tried to scratch me off like i was some kind of flea. you kept me between a rock and a hardplace,
never let you go because i thought u were someone i could never replace.
but now i look down at myself for being such a big disgrace
and to think all that time i was waiting for your embrace
i don't gotta think twice when it comes time to erase.
i kept thinking i was at my best when i was with you
but instead i felt like the gum stuck to your shoe
even einstien couldn't find a solution to this problem
i tried using a calculator but it kept saying error
and at night all i saw was pain through the otherside of the mirror
& the last thing u could say is how i was never there
because i always tried to fix things even though i
was the one in need of repair
don't say i never loved u
cause i loved u enough to apologize
to get up the nerve & say sorry, at times when it wasn't my fault
it's like this love has turned into a new form of assault.
but its time, don't say u never saw it coming because u caused it
don't look around for the remote this ain't no movie and u can't pause it
time for the ending, lets bow so the audience can smile and applause it.
wrote it for a friend but im hopin it speaks to more than him.
Goodnight and sweet dreams folkss