Well, I just got back from my new psychiatrist. We discussed a lot of hard issues and it was kind of weird. When the discussion of my sexuality( I was unsure for a while) came around, i told her that I had slowly come to the realization that I was gay. That was about it. Man, why the hell was that so easy? I don't trust frickin' anyone and there I was, about an hour after meeting this chick, and I came out. I wish I could say it was a load off my shoulders, but in reality, it just made my paranoia a lot worse. What if she contacted my school? What if somehow, someone that I know found out? What if my dad found out? I dunno, I guess time will tell. Anyway, I came out to one person today.
Well, finals are starting tomorrow and I am pretty much screwed...Literally. Anyways, I have to go...My sister just pulled up in the driveway.
Hey- anybody seen/ heard from devildog? She hasn't been on in over a week. I'm a little worried.