Well, this week went a little better. I failed a math test, even though I got the right answers, my teacher is just a jerk. Finals start on wednesday. I am freakin' screwed. I can't remember any of my history, chemistry, spanish or math. I already know that Im gonna fail.. I t sucks, but it's true. So, tomorrow, I'm gonna try to study, concentrate on school and not get distracted by t.v.
There's a couple of concerts that I want to go to this week, one of which would really kick ass, but I have finals on that day, so I can't go. Damn!
Well, I finally hung out with a friend today. I ran into Ana at mcdonald's and we ended out hanging out until about 6:30. It was fun, but it also sucked. I haven't hung out w/ her in over a year, which is crazy considering she is one of my best friends and she lives up my street. I was asking her about her finals, and she said her school doesn't have them. Damn, I wish I went to her school, I would go to the In flames concert wedsnesday night in a second.
Oh well, I guess I'll just study all week and have no fun at all. I honestly can't concentrate on school anymore though, because of my ptsd and bi-polar disorder. I am going to go see a new psychiatrist after school on tuesday, though. it should be pretty interesting.
Oh, tonight my sister and I were watching t.v. and a show about coming out came on pbs. It was full of gay stereotypes and I was kind of uncomfortable watching it with my sister( I am not out) anyway, it was kind of hard to watch society's false perceptions of homosexuality/ bisexuality. Stereotypes like the ones in the show just make me angry, and I was already angry for a lot of reasons tonight, which is why I finally mounted my boxing heavy bag. Seriously, I almost put a new hole in our wall tonight.
My sister and my mom showed up at the house tonight and gave me a sheet printed off a destiny/ horoscope cd. It was crazy how accurate it was. I don't believe in horoscopes at all, but this was scarily accurate. Mine said stuff like, you have experienced traumatic things in life that most won't and your father is on the edge of sanity, if not insane, which is true. It also said I have a close relationship w/ my mom and that I struggle with faith(religiously) and that I try so hard I often fail... So true. Anyways, metal shop is over now and it's 2 o'clock in the morning. I'm going to bed.