Coming out in 5 years.

im sure a lot of you are wondering 2 things right now,
1. why did i just title this entry febreeze
2. why am i coming out in 5 years.

well i named it febreeze because i have a can
of febreeze just sitting next to the keyboard
staring at me and i was sitting here for 5 minutes
trying to find out what i should name this entry when
BAM it hit me. Febreeze. =]

# 2 ; im coming out in 5 years because im sure if i ever tell my mom
she will be ok with it maybe have some denial and stuff but eventually
she will deal with it but im not telling her because in a wierd way i
get more freedom out of it. I was making out with this girl in my room
and she asked me why i didn't tell my mom and then i looked back to all
the posts ive read here about coming out and how i never really had a problem
with it because i never really planned on telling my parents and my reason was
because i was afraid that they would disown me or woop me till im straight but
now that ive realize that my mom will be ok with it [ after all the shouting and denial ] and me still sitting here not telling her i came up with the conclusion that
im not telling her because
"If i ever bring a girl over they won't be on my nuts about it"
in other words i get more freedom because they won't think anything is going on
and won't check up on me, so while keeping my secret in i get more freedom?
Do u get that? or did i loose everyone once they realized that this post had
nothing to do with febreeze..I just wanted to know if that reason was good enough
and didn't seem so greedy because i know how coming out is an important issue to some.

FLY FLEW AWAY OVER AND OUT. goodnight =]