oy. my mom is home for christmas, and then permanently. That should be interesting. When I'm with her, I feel like I'm about three. When we're in the car, she will say something like, "look at the cows girls!" (my sister was there too) I want to reply, "are you going to ask what noise the cow makes?". With my Dad it is the opposite. I always feel like a responsible adult around him-in a bad way. He holds me accountable for things that I don't feel responsible enough about or don't want to know about.
We got our Christmas tree today. It was fun. While decorating the tree, however, I managed to almost knock down the tree and break three ornaments. If I hadn't caught the tree, this year would be "the Christmas Kyle knocked the tree down". Exams are monday. I've been studying all day, except for getting the Christmas tree and decorating it-AAARG. I hate exams.
General question: Anyone know any really good GLTBQ literature? I've read some teen stuff, but the only good teen book I found was Annie on My Mind (in my opinion).
I"m actually looking forward to talking to my therapist about my questioning on /Wednesday. It should be nice to talk to someone face-to-face about what I have been bouncing around in my mind for now-about 2 years. Not so long, but long enough for me.
*random shift of topic* We have a school dance on fri. I'm debating about going or not. It might be fun, but I always feel awkward at dances, and end up feeling out of place and miserable.
time for me to sleep-and then wake up and study for exams again!