lots ofthings have been going on & if something does happen
this will be my explanation. hope its worth somethin. lates

my mind is going 100 miles per hour
waiting for god to throw my life out cause its gone sour
this foundation i live in isn't promised tommorrow
and yet im sitting here drownin in my own sorrow
do u have any sugar i can burrow?
my life needs something sweet
the city in my hearts missing a street
and im completely lost
like the fish in pike place, i got tossed
kept in a cold freezer to frost
no one wanted to buy me so i didn't have a cost
can thunder strike the same spot twice
or was that theory made by the 3 blind mice
you must have used some kind of devise
because your words were so concise
the pain was so precise
and damn what can i say i got a trauma
instead of ending i love you with a period
i end it with a comma
im scared to admit
that i can't commit
and yet im still here waiting for the candle to be lit
almost like writing a request that ill never submit
giving up but not ready to quit
shit. trying to climb out of a bottomless pit
im just a kidd
if you put me up on ebay
no one would bid
just lock me in a jar
and ill beg u not to poke holes on the lid
"quiet will be my loudest cry"
in the end you'll wonder why
i had to say goodbye
but you can never say, i didn't try
because each time i fell
i got back up
each time i ran out of battery i charged up
each party i came dressed up
escaped everytime i got locked up
cleaned everytime i messed up
tied my shoes to keep the lace up
had a bad day but kept my head up
got drunk so i threw up
sleepy but i still wake up
so in the end when u tell me i never gave a damn
im going to tell u proudly to shut the fuck up