This pain, I feel inside me,
Anger, around which I cannot see
Betrayed, by my own heart’s desires
On the path, to my ultimate destruction
Now I need some divine instruction

And I, I don’t want to live this lie anymore
And I, I don’t want to scream and cry anymore
I don’t want to shake with fear anymore
I just want something more

Company, kept by the T.V.
The only one who won’t betray me.
Silent screams, drown out the noise
Taking pills, to keep my sanity
Move quick to avoid calamity

And I, I don’t want to live this lie anymore
And I, I don’t want to scream and cry anymore
I don’t want to shake with fear anymore
I just want something more

And now as the pain,
Pounds into my heart
Don’t know how to stop
Don’t know where to start
I’ve got to break free
It’s tearing me apart
I can’t take this shit
It’s breaking me down
I take hit after hit
Like a physical blow
But the bruises won’t show
I’ve got to get out

Hiding, from my emotions
Dieing, of these perverse notions
No more, I can’t keep going
Loneliness, I’m drowning in it
I pray my family can forget

And I, I don’t want to live this lie anymore
And I, I don’t want to scream and cry anymore
I don’t want to shake with fear anymore
I just want something more