I saw this crow today, this man he fed them. His beak was all mangled and ugly. But he seemed to fight fine for whatever the man was throwing. He looked so sad, but okay.
It was like his entire existance was to be some sort of twisted sign. Later that day on my way back, the same crow and another crow squated close to the ground. Shimmied and basically barked at me.
Yesterday, the necklace that my boyfriend gave me for my birthday broke. I loved it, i wore it all the time, i showered in it.Well for the past few days i've been wondering if im happy. Sometimes I feel like he never talks to me, you know that feeing when your talking to someone and then you feel like your doing all the talking and its to a brick wall. Where you feel like your open to them. Because you trust them, but they don't open up to you? Where they sometimes make wise-crack jokes and are overly argumenitive? not just overly argumenitive but they seem to enjoy making you loose the argument more than they should.
Making you feel like crap. They say something about something or someone that makes you question them.
Or perhaps its just that you don't even like them much more because of all that and someone else is giving you more attention?
Or you just feel like you need a break?
That's me right now. I feel like my boyfriend is sort-of driving me away.
Just yesterday he said that if we broke up sometime he'd like to do the breaking and he'd want a rebound girl. Just so happens that this girl likes him.
He hasn't called me. I tried to call him for 3 hours and the phone was off the hook and then he was at a soccer game, and i told his sister and mom to tell him to call me.
He didn't call yesterday.
I left two messages on his other phone. He seems to have changed.
and this girl in my health class..I like her.