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oh man... that's really rough. isn't weird how our fears come out in dreams like that? i've never had a nightmare that I can remember about my sexuality... usually my nightmares consist of me waking up (in a state very much like the one you described) and having no clue what's going on or where I am (this leads to my wandering around in a disoriented manner trying to figure all this out). anyway, I hope you're feeling better now, I can't say that you won't face discrimination for being gay, but it's illegal for teachers to fail you(well, for being gay), and so on, so there are some concrete things to hold on to.
"freedom's just another word for nothing left to lose"
You should never worry that we aren't here for you. Here it's like one big helping hand that will always protect you from the negativity of the outside world. In other words, we love ya. XD
That's rough. But we care! *Sends hugs and good vibes*
@_x nightmares suck.... i had real bad ones that were sorta similar but kinda scary too. they are very hard to remember i know that o.o i dont even remember most of them i had (im talking before i got sent to that hell of a mental hospital place [don worry its not cuz im crazy lol -.-]) yea... some of them were soooo bad i well um... wet the bed >.< :) im glad that didnt happen to you and i will never not care :D that just isnt me ^^
I wanna hug :x!
Aw *hugs*! Don't worry, we're here! I'm so sorry you're so scared of your family's reaction, I know how awful that is. Just hang in there man, things will get better. People always say that, and I never believed it until it happened to me. If you're family and caregivers truly love you, they won't disown you.
I hope you feel better soon!
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