a call for help.

Sesshoumaru s male lover's picture

He rasied the gun up to his head. He had tried evrything he knew how to do.
He had tried makeing friends, finding love, being acctpedted.
In the end he had sent the final call for help,the treat of sucidie. but it was dismed by all he knew.even his friends at a surrptong stite for "BIS,Gays&sraitghts."
None cared. With a heavy heart he was about to take to the only he had left,the only thing he had ever really owned his own life.
If only things had been differant...
aw well to late for that.
With the gun at his head he pulled the trigger. The force of the gun shot moved his head some. Theb the blood rushed out.
He had died & no one cared.

The End. Do you care for anyone ,dear reader?

Comments

jeff's picture

Hmm...

I'm not online enough to know about any bi-phobia or whatever is the issue. Although I checked and like only 20 minutes or so had passed between when you wrote your last message and when you replied to prove that no one cared, so that seems a little much. I usually hit the site every day for about five minutes, hit a few pms, read a few posts and I'm out of here. I don't expect or even think most people should live on this site.

If you're considering suicide, you should be contacting a crisis hotline or mental health professional in your local area. No one here is qualified to do that, nor should they try. Then again, it's also a bit much to post on the site and expect replies to decide whether you should kill yourself or not.

Of course, if you ever wonder whether you ARE queer, this level of "drama queen" certainly seem to leave little doubt in that regard. :-)

Sesshoumaru s male lover's picture

when ever I tell someone abou

when ever I tell someone about feeling sucidul the onlt thing they do is rasie the amount of addaral I'm on. plus this is a stroy. what do you mean by queer?
"Here's Johnny" - Jack Nickelson, The Shineing

raining men's picture

Really?

Do you really think we don't care? Well we do. You do have friends here, although I'll admit that your love life here has been disasterous. I can't judge the rest of your life, but here you are liked here - trust me.
But I did prefer your old name

"Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suf-fer-ing"

Cleopatra's picture

that person should have opene

that person should have opened his mind first before pulling the trigger... anyway, i care... if ever you're thinking of doing it too, please feel free to pm me, seriously... so you can let go of the hurt you feel,and im willing to listen, okay? so if ever you're thinking od doing it, think about your parents, friends, and all people you'll leave behind awryt? take care and love yourself!!

you have to take risks...we will only understand the miracle of life fully if we allow the unexpected to happen- paulo coelho