So, I rode home alone, cause my boyfriend didn't get on the bus. Well I already get alot of shit for just being with him. He's not gorgeous or anything and he is my best friend. I really think I shouldn't of changed that. It should of stayed as we were friends. Im thinking about talking to him about it.

Anyway, I get on the bus. Alone and the usual jerkoffs that harrass us are quiet at first. But then they noticed I was alone and go wheres arthur? One of his nicknames. So I replied hostily and was overall realitivly jerkish to them. So then they called me a ho and told me they should tie me up with tape. So I told them to screw off and such. Didn't bug me so much til now. When I realized I shouldn't have to deal with this.
I got conned into telling someone else who was my boyfriend. So that a friend of mine could figure out who liked her. Then the guy was lying. But again doesn't bother me.

Im more depressed about my current health and the moving situation. I had a spinal tap last summer and the doctor screwed up. He hit nerves which caused my leg to jerk. My lower back is ultra sensitive now and my leg doesn't feel normal and lately I've noticed suddenly it'll feel like my leg gets bit and it'll jerk real quick under the table. Nobody has noticed. But it gets all tingly and uncomfortable afterwards.

Last wed I left school early to see a neurologist. We got there and this woman with horrid teeth and a ridiculously padded dress that was on her crooked( made her boobs look so freaky). Told us we didnt even have an appointment and they dont even see people under 17. Which we had made an arrangement two weeks ago and made sure they'd see me.
So Now because of the delay they are probably gonna make me drive farther, I already had to drive an hour to get to the neurologist in the first place.
Plus they put me on vicodin again. Pain med and on friday I felt really sick. Like i'd throw up at work. But I got through it.

Its just really frustrating.