Alright, It isn't actually a cardboard heart. That just sounded so interesting. Its a boat. The Secadora. A craft designed to float 103 pounds of bi-sexual female. For Science class using the arcemedies principle.
A group project. For 2-4 people. I ended up doing this entire boat by myself. One of the others will be helping with decor. We are having a cardboard Reggata. A ridiculous project that really just means our science teacher wants us to freak out as we sink.
The dimentions are about 36.5 Cm(Width)98.5cm (length) and 30cm ( Heigth)

Anyway, She's called the Secadora. Which is spanish for Dryer.We were gonnna look up than the rest in spanish. So it would be Dryer than the rest. But We didn't. She is made out of a dryer box.

So anyway onto the real reason(S) Im posting this.

I might be moving. So How do they transfer my grades to my new school? It'll be months before I am actually in a new house. But ontop of this. I have a wonderful boyfriend who is just as sweet as can be. (im trying to type this as fast as possible as he is on his way).

But for one, I lean more on the lesbian side. Hes the only guy I ever really liked this much. I still fear all manparts. (No offence those of you who have em).

But two, Long distance doesn't tend to work out well and Im afraid I'll meet somebody and not get to see him enough as it is.

But he used to smoke pot. My mom wasn't going to let me see him again unless he quit. Which he did for me, I don't like it either. (again no offence all those who do).

But he says if I move he most likely will do it again. Not exactly like addiction wise. Just the occasional once every two months or something.

Ontop of that. Im not sure he is exactly honest about it. Plus the farthest i'll move away is an hour's drive. Unelss we decide to go out of state.

But I have already had a few thoughts about dumping him in the past. But those issues were resolved.

I am just struggling with this. Ontop of it I've lived here for 11 years. This is my home i love it here.

Furthermore, I really think im a lesbian. Who is just afraid of admitting it.