Prologue: I recently saw Beautiful Thing and love it. Go watch it.
It is depressing to know that so many people my age have either lost their virginity or have a significant other. Meanwhile I have not had one single boyfriend. Maybe depressing is not the right word. Upsetting? Off-putting? It makes me feel belittled and disparaged in a way. It makes me feel as if I am doing something wrong. I know that I am comfortable being who I am (or am I if this is the content of my posts?) so I am not about to change who I am.
I know I am not “in the gay-scene