Ok, I was originally supposed to go to a Gay Youth Group on Thursday, and bring my straight friend for moral support. You may know I've been having friendship troubles- namely that I don't think I'm being treated all that well by these people, and that they seem to be ignoring me and leaving me out.

Still, I thought I'd be able to count on one of them to come along to the gay group, but now she's pulled out at the last minute to go to a band night. Ok, so fairs fair and she did know about the gig ages ago, and getting double booked is a common thing to happen. I just feel a little let down now, seeing as this sort fo thing is happening more and more often.

I can't put the group off either, becuase I rang and booked myself in- and I don't actually want to wait for another week, it took me long enough to get up the guts to go this time. I'm going alone- which is scarier but probably for the best.

I'm gonna have to stop these dinnertime rants of mine :D
xxxxLisa

P.S 1 more day until I go to see Serenity :D