So I'm here in New Hampshire. It's all great. I have even experienced any jet-lag, which amazes evveryone else, considering that I just changed timezones by 12 hours.
I've made several friends already, mostly international students, since most Americans in my year have yet to arrive. I've joined facebook.com. And I find myself passing up more and more oppurtunities to come out.
When I went for dinner with two other freshmen, a sophomore and some parents, I talked with one freshman who was also interested in math. When the others asked what we were so enthusiastic about, he said that we were talking about "a beautiful lady", called math. I was tempted to then say, "Well, in my case, it's a beautiful man", but I gave myself the lame excuse of that I should be more sensitive to coming out to the parents of the other freshman.
Then, today I was playing around with my facebook profile, and I had the oppurtunity to put "interested in men". I don't have the courage to do that yet, though hopefully I will find it in the next week. This time of uni is one of the most important for making friends, and I can't believe that I'm allowing this to take precedence over coming out. Oh well.