i haven't posted in a minute so here it goes

i was in the cheese state chillin for a couple months
im yet again single just got through another fling.
i don't know why.. as much as id like to keep a relationship,
i can't and destiny always puts me back in the same spot
im ok with it id rather chill and enjoy my summer than
worrying about puppy love but from time to time i do miss
havin someone to snuggle with but it is what it is.

i couln't help but notice that a lot of people are bein depressed
and if u know whats makin u depressed then do somethin about it
don't sit here postin it up cause then after ur done your still in the same
spot and even though people might help u with words of comfort, sometimes it aint enough
you actually gotta try and be happy and smile
we all go through a depressed phase cause we break down, TOOOO many issues,
lies, bullshit, drama, go on all at once and some peoples emotions
can only go so far but :
" you came in this world crying and all the people around you were happy,
make so that when you die your happy and all the people around you are crying."

ill end with a poem like i always do from me to you
goodnight and fresh dreams =]

i know i love you cause my mind tells me so
but then evertime you hurt me my heart is tellin me to let u go
i don't know what to do, everytime close my eyes
and all i can think of is u
how do i deal with the crisis u putting me through
a classic love story turned into a nighmare
you got me depressed thinkin that lifes not fair
but see, i moved on
i grew stong
and i repaired myself
no longer a broken heart on shelf
and when you u come back it'll be to late
cause ill have a date
and instead of you ill be pickin her up at eight
lifes great
bi gay or straight
keep your head up
cause some day
some way
you'll find your soul mate.