Grr. . .None of the guys I personally know are calling me or ansering my calls. Or my e-mails. Part of me says fuck 'em, anothers says WTF DID I DO WRONG?!? *slams head on table*. I feel so out of it. My only contact with the outside is through the window that is my computer screen. Why haven't I found love yet, why doesn't my own family not hug, or touch me at all? It's wierd, I've had no physsical contact with anyone, besides my cat (goddess bless her). I haven't given a serious to kiss to anyone in MONTHS. To just hold another guy's hand would be SOOOOOO wonderful. But men aren't that way. Maybe I should just become a lesbian (lol).
I want to be held, hugged, pecked on the cheek, I want some LOVE. Is that so so so much to ask? Why are worthwhile guys so hard to find? The men on this site are all cool, it's just the guys who live around me. Bah, I am soooo tired of this shit.