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My Wounded Heart by Sarah 5*31*05

You think you know me
Well you're wrong
My list of problems
Is very long
I can't stand life
For me it's just hell
Im very depressed
But this I won't tell
I don't want to die
But at times I do
I have screamed and cried
And harmed myself too
I know it's wrong
It's very bad
But I can't help it
I get too mad
It's hard to stop
I've tried and tried
Because of this habit
I've cried and cried
You wont see me sad
You wont see me cry
You might see blood on my wrists
You might see me die
I keep my mouth shut
I let you be mean
But my feelings get hurt
But this is unseen
I love my friends
I have a lot
But tell everything to my friends
I have not
Im in a group
A gang about four
Time with family or friends
Friends is more
We talk and laugh
And always have fun
But they can be so mean
That all I want's a gun
I have no one to talk to
No one to trust
So keep my feelings inside
I always must
I can't say these feelings
They must stay inside
But in a knife and loud music
I can always confide
My family doesn't help
They make it worse
If this keeps up
I'll be next in a herse
My little sister is mean
She is rarely nice
Her bad mood spreads
Through our family like lice
My older sister is nicer
But sometimes its like I'm not there
I used to think I could talk to her
But she always tells so now I dont dare
My mom is really great
I can talk to her a lot
But when it comes to favortism
The favorite i am not
She favors my little sister
She won't admit it's true
She can't notice she's doing it
Because everyone else does it too
My step-dad's really nice
He always has been and will be
But sometimes he makes mistakes
These mistakes he wont see
He favors his daughter way too much
He acts like she's a queen
When the only thing she really is
Is a selfish spoiled teen
My dad's a different story
He can be worse than all the rest
But to him it's different
To him he's the best
He can be very selfish
He thinks of nobody but him
He thinks everyone should answer
To his every little whim
He doesn't respect me
He acts like I'm still four
Saying "don't do this" and "don't do that"
I can't take it anymore
I had a couple of boyfriends
I like them both a lot
One I'm still with
One I am not
I said "I love you"
To both of these boys
But with their hearts it feels like
I'm playing like toys
My first boyfriend and I
Lasted a while
Within these three months
I found out love can be vile
We had our problems
Little fights here and there
With every one of these fights
My heart would give a tear
We broke up after a while
I found someone new
I felt bad for the other boy
But what else could I do
I didn't love him anymore
So I couldn't stay
So I ended our relationship
That one sad day
That boy still loves me
I know he always will
This is way too much drama
It's enough to kill
The boy I have now
Is always sweet and kind
I love him very much
He is always on my mind
He loves me a lot
I know it's true
But so does the other boy
So I don't know what to do
Life's messed up now
But my wounds will mend
But my wounded heart
Is wounded til' the end

Thats it the end. i hope you liked it and thanks for reading.