I am the happiest guy in the world right now. The guy, who I have been writing poems about, who I have been admiring for the past month, is actually cool with going to a movie next weekend!!! I am soooo happy! Zowie!

However, I don't know if he is gay, or even if he knows that I am gay. I don't know what to do as regards to that, but, maybe, I will find out. Thank you so so so so much to jeff for giving me the courage to do this. I thank whatever infinite power there is in the universe that people like you exist and that I have spoken to you.