Probably.. dying of a horrible disease.

"When you can't run, you crawl, and when
you can't crawl, when you can't do that, you
find someone to carry you."

"If nothing we do matters, then all that
matters is what we do."

my greatest fear is that i am already dead laying in a coma in
a hospital bed and everything that is happening now is
leading up to the point how i ended up in the hospital in the
first place. my life is really only a dream during the coma ,
my dreams and when i am alseep is when my mind/soul is
searching for the way back to life or the after life....

waking up in the hospital and learning that everyong in my family is
dead and my penis is turned into a vagina because some idiot
misplaced the file folder on the door...not only that but
i got molested and butt fucked by one of the male nurses
when i was asleep...and i got gonorea and ass warts from it.
now thats my worst fear!

never having really good friends or not doing anything good in my life.

if my gf left meee................or if she died.....or if she was killed by giant spiders and i had to watch.....yeah, thats bad....

I'm constantly living with the fear that I'm not making enough impact in the world, not standing out from all those other people, not being true to myself. I have to be sure that I matter; to myself and to everyone else.

Not knowing the future, and not knowing if I’m making the right decisions in my life.

The other, any of my friends dieing, but especially my best friend, if I lost her I’m not sure what I would do. She is the voice in my head and one of the things that keeps my life in check.

"Some of us hover and we weep for the other who die'en since the day they were born" -Lisa Loeb

not being able to deal with what comes at me.
being alone.
drowning.

1. dying without doing what I want to do
2. being in pain
3. ghosts (!)
4. the death of any family member or close friends

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"My darling girl, when are you going to understand that "normal" isn't a virtue? It rather denotes a lack of courage. "

Today my mum was driving my best mate and I to school. I was riding shotgun - strapped up, coz I"m a safety freak, but I got this fear of us colliding into another car and just dying. I got so scared... Man, coz if I died, firstly I'd miss my 'baby mama' - my pretty wife selekta, but I'd also be sad coz I'd never have come out. My whole life would've been a lie. Anyway, I guess that's my biggest fear now -not being me. Living someone else's life. I feel the panic everytime I have to lie when someone asks who I'm going out with. The panic of losing me, and giving them what they wanna hear. I'm so scared of ending up a hypocrit and married to some arrogant nigga, pregnant with his 3rd kid, in a job that I hate but people think is great..... Ahhhhh.......!!!!!!!!!

Signed: "You laugh at me because I'm different, I laugh because you're all the same."

"Well behaved women never make history."

Never finding that special someone.
Injections *shudders*

That's about it for my major fears, although I'm still stupidly afraid of spiders!
xxxLisa

So long and thanks for all the fish.



Vote Beeblebrox ;-)

I have this weird fear of being attacked
and injected with heroin.

I'm terrified of getting cancer or an STD.

"When you can't run, you crawl, and when
you can't crawl, when you can't do that, you
find someone to carry you."

"If nothing we do matters, then all that
matters is what we do."

I mean I have so many fears that I can't choose which one's the greatest. I'm scared of heights, the dark, BUGS!!!, not being loved, going to hell when I die, and stuff I can't remeber right now.

death

"If you think you know what I'm doing wrong well you're gonna have to get in line..." - Ani DiFranco

my ultimate worst fear would have to be, crossinq over a bridqe *such as the one to qo to the fl. keys* and havinq it collapse completely sendinq everyone and everythinq into the dark, mirky waters of the ocean!! AHH!!! omq ::shudders:: that has to be the worst feelinq that i could ever feel! ...i also wouldn't like to live a lonely life and die knowinq that i was destined to be somethinq qreat!

If homosexuality is a disease, let's all call in queer to work: "Hello. Can't work today, still queer." - Robin Tyler
-boiiz...[beatriz]...smell-

In the end we're all the same. Thanks guys, you helped me prove a point. (Don't ask).

Anyway, speaking about fear : whatever you fear most you must do because you can't live your life afraid. Whatever you fear/hate/envy/any other strong negative emotion, in fact owns you.

FEAR =False Expectations Appearing Real. Corny, but true.

I'm coming out.

Signed: "You laugh at me because I'm different, I laugh because you're all the same."

"I was Kahlil Gibran."

"Well behaved women never make history."

We're scared of dying, being alone and unloved, dying painfully, disease -mental and terminal-, bugs, natural disasters, losing someone close to us, living a mediocre life and being insignificant(equivalent to dying) and for some of us, republicans. Haha.. It's weird how most of you are from the States, yet no one mentionned being afraid of terrorists. To the rest of the world this seems strange because your entire foreign policy and government acts as if its electorate were as terrified as they are, of terrorists. Hmmm... I take it, that's a myth then?

Signed: "You laugh at me because I'm different, I laugh because you're all the same."

"I was Kahlil Gibran."

"Well behaved women never make history."

Losing my life to HIV/AIDS, cancer, fundamentalists (both in the middle east and at home), and losing my friends and family to any of the above.

"What is the purpose of life? It is to create our own purpose."

I have two really huge fears. One is very specific, and the other is much more general.

I've always had this strange, nagging fear that one of my parents will commit suicide. I have no idea why I worry about that, because neither of my parents are severely depressed or anything like that, but still. At least once a week, I have about a couple of hours where I can't shake the thought that I'm going to come home and there's going to be a note on the fridge . . . god that's the scariest thing.

The other is not terrifying so much as it is utterly distressing. I'm constantly afraid that romanticism and idealism are being permanently associated with people who I happen to seriously disagree with on everything (conservative religious fundamentalists mostly), and that a society in which my principles were affirmed would be an ultra-rational, ultra-simplistic one, where all doubt, all wonder, all mystery, and all emotion would be removed simply to prevent dissent. I'd rather have an imaginative, emotional, complex, chaotic world than an orderly, logical, rational, simple one. All too often, I talk to someone and find myself surrounded by people who, in the matter of principles, I agree with, but who then go on to voice support for, for example, the removal of religion (in order to prevent the existence of religious fundamentalism and violence), and the simplification of all manner of societal and emotional structures (in order to remove conflict and confusion in regards to meaning, opinion, and so on). The ends are good. The means are horrible. I keep thinking, should the whole world eventually be at peace, have equality, and agree on everything, that it would be a cold, literal, mathematical world. That scares me.