If I had to do this whole last month over again I would do the same things I've already done. Yes I've made mistakes and yes I've gotten into fights with my beloved person but it's really okay. I think that we are closer than ever now and I am happy that we went through all of this together. At least we suffered in silence together in a way because we knew we caused eachother pain. I think it is safe to say I love her because If I didn't love her I would have left her a month ago. I am glad that I have waited, it was totally worth it even though our relationship is still struggling. I mean, We've never actually done anything but the tension is there. I just want to make sure that she is absolutely sure that I am what she wants.
We are going to the post office together and I am so excited. Oh yes, such a romantic outing... We don't get much time just ourselves though. So it is exciting. There are some things I want to ask her anyways. We can play 20 questions or truth or dare along the way. I bought her a bouquet of lollipops today for 67 cents. she loved them and held me. It made me happy to know she liked them. I guess that's all I want to say.