I don't personally know you or what you are going through but I would like you to not do anything that would harm you or anyone else. If you need someone to talk 2 send a note to my inbox and I would love to be there for you. Maybe, even though its on the internet, I could be the friend you need. i love making new friends.

Yeah, if you need someone to talk to, you can email me or IM me at rws10923@hotmail.com. Believe me, I know exactly how it feels to be without friends, to feel like everything is conspiring against you. And considering I managed to get past it, I hope I can help you out.

I have wanted to die for a while and people have said that even though it does not seeme like it and i donrt know the full idea stuff but some one out there will miss u, i will send you some thing if you send me ur email adresses
Hang in there hun
D>A
TO DIE IS TO BE BORN IN TO ETERNAL LIFE

Listen, people can be seriously mean on this site (myself included most of the time), but if you're really suicidal, you need psychological help. Crying for attention in a forum doesn't help matters. Get yourself to a doctor, or a psychologist. Get out of the house and off the net! Go out: do the things you love and you'll make new friends.

You should thank God that the losers in your life have left you alone...They don't deserve your attention. Really, think about it - do you honestly want to be defined by ONE group of people? I've seen your posts all over this site - you're a wicked (ie cool) individual! You're probably far more interesting than that lot of losers anyway. I don't presume to know your situation, but please please please...do yourself a favour and get a life, instead of threatening to end your life.

Be safe.

"You laugh at me because I'm different, I laugh because you're all the same."

"Well behaved women never make history."

i know, it hurts most w/ the old friends, cuz u actually liked them and they know you well. it's hard to just brush it off and call them aholes. Seriously, on the suicide front: talk to someone-- doctors, psychologists, counselors, or call a hotline.

Gay and Lesbian National Hotline: 1-888-THE-GLNH
website: www.glnh.org

Get help, be safe. GOod luck!

Come out, come out wherever you are!

Yikes. I know it sounds weird, but I was you last year. I was pretty much in the same possition you are in. There's 49 million kids in the us alone. I'm pretty sure one of them will be your friend. I would. If its any consolation to you, I now live the same life I did before this happened to me, maybe better. Exept for nightmares. Please don't consider death. Its really not the only way out. I promise. You may not like this idea, but if no one your age in your school will be friends with you, I spent two years playing with the kindergartenners. You can always try it. Or change schools. If you want to make it through this you have to think long term. Physical pain and drugs may feel great right now, but they really just hurt your chances of making it through.I know I sound like a parent but its true. there are lots of people worse off than you that have kept going. Be one of them. Just don't give up. You can do this. I promise. I am here if you want to talk.

Consider Death?????????? You are deppressed...Look my dad has abandoned me, my mom thinks I am a lesbian loser, and my moms bf hates me to death ..he calls me a bitch all the time. I was deppressed, I gained 12 pounds and I hated myself..I had no friends and nothing to live for. I told myself I had to get the fuck out of deppression mode and just fucking live my life and have some fun. I started talking to people, and I found out that people will talk to you back, you just have to have the guts to go up to someone and say hi and tell em your name and then ask if they want to go to a movie that night or if they want to go for a coffee or something. If thats too hard for you to do then after class is over go up to someone you want to become friends with and say hey look I didn't really understand what we were doing in class today, do you think I could get your number and maybe call you tonight and we can disscuss what it is that we are doing. Chances are that person will be flattered that you came to them for some help on somthing and be glad to give you thier number. Then get to know them and ask them if they want to hang out more often. As for your sister, just talk to her, tell her how you feel. She will understand because she has probably been through it before. Try somethings that you like doing that keep you away from being deppressed. When I am upset or deppressed I turn on some music and just jam down..this sounds stupid but I actually dance infront of the mirrior and just act like Im all that..even though I know Im not and i am a dork..sometimes it helps to just be stupid ya know. I really hope you dont do anything to hurt yourself because you might not feel like you mean anything to the world, but you can mean the world to one person. YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME!!!!!!!!!

-Cheyenne
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you!