i am also afraid to feel sometimes.mostly because it's overwhelming.in public i swear i act soooooooooooo
cool and like am such hot shit, when people try to
talk to me and come up to me acting super cool-it's really
awkward. i am really super shy and don't have any real social
skills. so i play it really cool, when inside i am really
nervous or anxious. i remind myself sometimes of those
stuck up cool kids in those movies -that act like they are
soo hot and shit..actually ,thats where i got it from!
i am a really romantic and really loving , but my slutty
mischievious side always gets the best of me....he he he
fuckers!