Lately I've been writing a lot. Just random stuff. But it doesn't help me at all. It feels like I'm just talking to myself...I'm not REALLY getting anything out because no one is seeing what I write but me. So then I thought of maybe showing some of my stuff to my english teacher because he won't judge me or make me talk about it if I don't want to, but someone would still be seeing what I'm writing. But that's just a stupid idea. First of all, he's my teacher and that's not what he's there for. And second, I don't want to waste all of his time by asking him to take the time to do all of this for me. Grr whatever. My throat hurts.