Hey there everbody!! Don't know if anyone is going to read this, but oh well. This is the first time I have signed on to anything like this forum here (looks real cool by the way). My signing on is part of th changes I am affecting in my current life, like getting a new haircut, looking for new friedns, etc. But what I want most is a companion, someone who I can love, and who will return my <-break-> affection. I am sooooo lonely, I am like the only out gay guy at my highschool, and I hate this loneliness. All I want is someone I can share the ups and downs of life with, someone who I can build a deep, meaningful connection with. Does anybody out there understand what I am saying??? --sigh-- I have soo much love inside me that i want to give, I am practically bursting with hope for liberation from this solitude. How can I find a guy who will do the same for me??? Why can't I be happy?