Your first crush
I was reading through some of my old journals and found out that in thrid grade i was completely obsessed over a girl in my class. Obviously i had no idea i was gay back then but i just found it funny how i documented every little thing she did. I would write down if she talked to me that day or if she sat next to me during quiet time...and then afterwards i would write if i was content or not. So i guess without really knowing it, i had my first crush in third grade.
I was just wondering who was everyone else's first crush?
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I think that my first crush
I think that my first crush was on my friend Zeno is 5th grade. I have a vague memory of sitting in my bed, crying, and writing in my diary "I think I have a crush on..." and then I slowly wrote her name out and in a panic,scribbled it out so hard that i tore the paper. This memory is one of those that I must of suppressed for years...and then it was resurfaced after I had a dream about her a few weeks ago.
Kind of a happy ending. :)
Hannah.
God she's beautiful.
I used to have this crazy/borderline stalker crush on this chick.
She was bi so I thought I might have a chance. Wrong.
First off I told her I was gay. She was totally cool with it. :) Good sign.
She always asked me who I liked and I never told her but because I'm so obvious I'm pretty sure she already figured it out before I told her.
So a few weeks later, I told her I liked her over a text.
She wasn't surprised needless to say.
And I asked her if she wanted to go out with me.
She tried to let me down gently. And I understood.
She told me she had a bf.
And i believed her.
The next week she invites me to a party she's having.
I see her with my best guy friend.
They were holding hands and it was awful.
It took everything I had not to cry.
After that I completely freaked out and sent a few very angry texts that I regret.
We didn't talk until a few months after that. I was an absolute wreck. But finally I got over her and I was able to be her friend. :)
i crushed on guys i knew and
i crushed on guys i knew and actresses until high school. my first guy crush was in 4th grade, ty. cute blonde kid, we were both short so it was destiny rite? he left sticky notes on my desk, like "secret admirer" stuff, and me and my friends went and asked everyone in my class what kind of sticky notes they had so we could figure out who it was. lol
my first real girl crush is right now, my friend K. she's like my soulmate. we have similar tastes and where we aren't similar we complement each other. but i've been crushing on actresses my whole life, i still have a celebrity crush on keira knightley lol.
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Two wrongs don't make a right but three lefts do!
*laughs*
You have a crush on my "celebrity look alike"!
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"When you can't walk you crawl, and when you can't do that you find someone to carry you" ~Firefly
I was in 3rd grade
His name was Tony. Cute red headed boy. In fact we even played Ill show you mine if you show me yours once...But his little sister interrupted us and wanted to play also so she joined in....aaarrrrrgggg hers was ugly to me....
but his was cute....LOL
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My first crush was on a boy
My first crush was on a boy named RJ in the 6th grade. We'd spend a lot of time together, drawing, talking, and playing cards. Unfortunately, my friends spilled the bananas that I had a crush on him, and he hasn't talked to me since. Haha. Oh well.
Now my first -female- crush didn't come until the 8th grade. =] Her name was Lilly. We had a few classes together, and although I was head over heels for her, I pawned it off as nothing more than admiration. It never occured to me that I could be bisexual. We had so much in common. I paid more attention to her than I did myself, and we just... clicked. I truely believed that she was my solemate. I still do. Everytime she passes me a note in class or sends me a letter, I keep it. She means the world to me. =)
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My first crush...
Was on a guy in second grade. His name was Adam, and we used to play silly games like Supercat, and Superdog... I remember that I asked him to stand by a tree to show how tall it was, just so I could take a picture of him...
(Sometimes I seriously wonder if he was a cover up for the fact that I deeply liked my best friend, Hayley...)
My first girl crush was... This year, during cheerleading season... It didn't last long though... She was a bitch, and I found someone better to admire...
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"When you can't walk you crawl, and when you can't do that you find someone to carry you" ~Firefly
Probably my best friend in
Probably my best friend in high school I didn't even realize it haha but she did. But the first girl I was actually involved with was married with two kids. -_- but I had a flash back from when I was in like 2nd grade n I had sex with some girl. It all makes sense now!
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is old.
my first crush
I had a huge crush on one of my substitute teachers i dont remember her name but that wasin grade seven she was ...20 or something oooh and a girl that hated my guts I don't remember her name and i never seen her after she moved but she was popular and she did'nt like me so that made her twice as cute (honestly I don't know which grade that was though)
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Some guy named CHris on the
Some guy named CHris on the show "You Can't Do That On Television" who always wore a jacket. I was four and really seemed to like him a lot as I recall!
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So, my first crush on a girl was when I was in grade 6 and she was in grade 7 (well, the first I can remember anyways). We didn't get along because I thought she hated me and she thought I hated her. Truth was, I had a HUGE crush on her (still do) then in like grade 8 (9 for her) she came back (after her "bestfriend" told the whole school that she likes girls) and she just so happened to be on my bus. We started talking more and more and eventually we became pretty good friends. (: (her name is Kristi, just so ya know, and now I'm horrified she's gonna magically be on here and read this 0.0) but now (grade 11 for me, 12 for her) she has moved to a totally different province to go live with her girlfriend (also EXTREMELY attractive, not as attractive as her sister though 0.o) so it kinda sucks, but whatever (: we still talk
hmm
I think it was on my best friend, who I always wanted over, and it got so bad that my mom actually asked if i was gay, and since i was around &, i had no idea what that meant, and so i said no.. turns out u were right ma! :)
First Crush?
This girl in grade. I cant really remember her name, except that it started with a J XD I also wasnt very aware of the crush itself
But yeah. She was like really smart and pretty. I never talked to her though.
First crush i was aware of was on my friend in 8th grade, Sandy. Lol. She was cute. Always quiet. Very innocent. I think she was the first person i came out to. :o
To this day i still find innocence friggin hot. Gahhhh :3
"i remember when you and me, how we used to be such good friends. wouldnt give me none, when all i wanted was some..."-jack johnson
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I've never had a crush until now (9th grade). It's on a boy in two of my classes. I can never sleep at night because I can't stop thinking about him. He is extremely attractive and I especially love his hair (it's blonde and brown and really flat, which I think is beautiful). I don't look at him in class, though, because I'm afraid he, or someone else, will see me.
I also love that he can be serious and silly, whenever it's appropriate, but enough of stuff you probably don't care about. Anyway, the only bad thing about him is when I mentioned that I have French 2, he said "French is so gay." :(
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A boy when I was in.. 9th grade...
I thought he was really funny and cute and stuff... But I never said anything because he kept making homophobic comments and jokes... I was actually scared he would find out...
my first crush
my first was a girl named Ashley Kathy. which i remember we met at like the primary 1 and we always hung out. at primary 6/7 and every year since everyone thought we were gay. so every time someone called her a dyke or something i always scared them away. they were afraid id beat them up. they called me a dyke behind my back. had several sleep overs with her (not sexual) but i she was the first person i came out to. she was happy for me and still wanted to be my friend and she still comes over to our house to chat. i told her i had a crush on my friend AJ and she gave me the confidence to come out to her and if it wasn't for her i wouldn't be going out with AJ :)
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