I havn't posted in a while. A lot has happpened and most of it has sucked. Every single one of my close friends has either outright questioned my being a lesbian, or has belittled it with such statements as "too young to know" and such. Are you too fucking young to know you are straight? No I didn't think so. So why the hell am I too young to know I am a lesbian? Doesn't make much sense to me.

I think I might feel sexual attraction for one of my guy friends. I don't know what is is exactly, and I don't feel comfortable exploring it because all of my friends have been obsessing about my "love" for John for over a year now. So I guess I just have to bury the potential minor feeling I could have for him. Note the could. I don't even know if what I feel is genuine, and I can't find out either.

I hit a car the other day (parking) while I was distracted by the aforementioned events, along with a few others. In my haste to acertain the condition of the other car, I neglected to lock my door. All of my CD's were stolen. My life has sucked lately. This is like 60 CD's we are talking about. It is very sad. I love music. I wish they had stolen my radar detector or something else without sentimental value. O well.

Good things that have happened lately: I got into NHS, I dropped out of the musical, I am not failing AP chemistry.

The bad has so overwhelmed the good.