Ugh... I feel like a total glob of shit. I feel like dying and sitting by myself alone in a corner. Yes this seems like one of those tv ads, but I don't think depression describes it. Usually (i can admit) that I am trying to get attention, but this time it feels like when someone notices I get all defensive. At times I look back and say " God damn I was such an Ass with a capital W, I mean I was trying to get attention" Usually writing akes me feel better, but one time a teacher asked if I was Depressed and I told her off screaming at her. Not proud of that. I wrote this o ask you what you think? I went to a psychologist and they said no advice, I felt really crappy when I tried talking to my sis, It seems like Nothing is WORKING! IM PULLING THE HAIR OUT OF MY HEAD! AHHHHHHHHH!<