How do I feel?

I feel like I’m lacking something in my life. I feel like I need inspiration.
I need to be moved, to be motivated.
I need to fall in love.

Just to freefall into a deep dark pit of the unknown and not give a sh coz I’m so madly in love.
I want to be elevated.

I want to make art- make love so good its gotta classify as art. Make love so perfectly, its like a dramatic performance of shakesperean verse…
I want to be made love to thoroughly and slowly…I want to lose track of time and be suspended in ecstasy, I want to levitate above the bed, have my body to stretch out and my neck to snap back in raw orgasmic bliss.

I want to feel.