well i haven't posted in a while and i wanted to let you all know that im still alive
heres a poem that i wrote id be glad if no one copied it or claimed it as there own it took a lot of time to make this not just the rest of my poems where i freestyled it but here you go i hope u like it and dont be scared to tell me what you think

You can’t see my tears roll down, freezing half way
and you can’t hear my thoughts of you, through the whole day.
Still by your side, you deny me, but why do you?
Since you’re missing out on my love, let my song cry to you

I was young, vulnerable, gullible and foolish.
You knew me to well, and I trust that you knew this.
Spend times and times together, you was me, I was you
we was one, till we done, we kicked off everything through.
Listen to 03’ Bonnie and Clyde that was us once.
Somewhere we ended up separate, we lost the trust once.
Since then it’s been done, its been gone, left us to mourn.
We both left roses with no pedals, and very sharp thorns,
sharp enough to keep breaking my heart
your playing your part
It was all a game to you
just a new name to you,
a Mack from the start.
You a different creation
we both had our lies
made a relation.
Only after its done I can realize, it was nothing but manipulation…

You can’t see my tears roll down, freezing half way
and you can’t hear my thoughts of you, through the whole day.
Still by your side, you deny me, but why do you?
Since your missing out on my love, let my song cry to you

Memories and whispers still haunt my every thought,
you were there though, watched my struggle as I fought.
Didn’t you say you would never let go once you could hold me?
You image of a perfect person crashed, once you could own me.
You told me things, said I could trust you, deep inside with a plan
you were god to me till I realized you were just an ordinary man.
Can you say you’re happy now? Or are you done with me for always,
will you leave me wounded walking down the empty hallways.
Of what could’ve been us, fuck it, it was never lust, but a continuous strife.
But no matter how much time my days steal, I will always remember you.
We left it at that, but to hide my feelings I could never.
A good girl turned bad, lost in a darkness of a world forever.
I couldn’t find the old you in the stars, if I had the sky to go through.
Hold me in your heart and let me die with you, meanwhile…let my song cry to you
Because I’m all cried out…let my song cry to you.