I've had a very interesting few weeks, apart from moving over the country, I also had a life altering experience.
It all started with a boy, doesn't it always? Anyway .. I met Peter at a restaurant that
I had gone to with a friend, and we clicked immediately.. an evening of flirting, and
an exchange of phone numbers later, I had someone new in my life.
Being as I was on my way out of town, and I only had 2 weeks to spend any
time with him, and his work schedule involved working for most of the week.
This left us with Sundays to cavort, and on the first Sunday we were suppose to
meet up there was a complication, he wanted me to go to church with him first thing.
Now, I am not a religious person in the least, but this boy was really really hot,
and I figure that an hour or so of boredom for a few hours of uncomplicated nookie
would not be a problem. However, during the sermon, I think something resonated with me ..
because the next week I went back, and the next week. I never did get to sleep with Peter,
but what I did get was a million times better! LOVE!
This is a new experience for me, and I truly think I found a part of myself that I hadn't known existed,
however, my new found Belief in the love of Jesus has thrown me into disarray, as I need to re-evaluate
many things about myself, my sexuality and how this all relates to the future of Oasismag. This is an
absolute eye-opener for me, and the peace of mind it has given me is better than any high.