This is driving me out of my skin with fevered insanity, so one way or another
I have to get this out.
If someone tells me they are disapointed in me, that means 'to me' that they
didn't like something I've done, sayed, or decided. Fine; but not if that
person hasn't made some sort of emotional deposit in to our relationship equal
to the right to be 'disapointed' in me. I mean really, lets be responsible
with the words we speak. Someone who hasn't spoken more than fifty words to
me in the last year, doesn't know my birthday, my middle name, the name of my
cat, or which video game I'm hooked on this week hasn't even come close to
scratching the surface 'to the right of disapointment'. Of course this is
only a sample of the pre-requisites, but you get the idea.
You see if someone hasn't made an investment into our relationship, then in
the end I haven't either, or I've cut my losses from my last investment.
I've been used often enough to recognize the potential signs of such emotionally
I'm so flippin' tired of insincere people and those who open their mouth only
to have candy coated crap come out. Out of my life, out of my way cuz I'm
done with you.