Um Hi Oasis-

so today this afternoon...just like the afternoon my mom outed me....2 months later...my father asked me the same types of questions and from what he said my mom has not told him anything about me.. I love her for keeping my privacy.

So yea my dad knows...and i was so scared he would yell, flip out or something....but he didnt and I love him so much for it

his reaction was neutral he didnt say much but i acknowledged i was gay and said i hadnt told him because..and this is where i started to sob- not cry--

my heart was just ripping as i said "i didnt say anything to you cause i was so scared..." then through tears we heard someone come in the house- my mom...he said we would talk later...but i felt so vulnerable and bad about the whole situation...i got up and walked over and hugged him and he let me.. but i cried so much it was dorky and pathetic...

i guess i found out today who i truly want to accept me ...my dads acceptance would mean the world to me and it is because he has been there for me in many ways...hes always been a great dad..i mean he always has work and w/e but he does it for our family..and i regret not telling him more often how hes a great dad... so yes if you love your dad go tell him cause it doesnt hurt to tell someone they are special.

so from then he's been ok i guess...and well i guess ill see how it goes but yes..my dad now knows and im not dead so thats a good sign right???

cnn*