The last week has been absolutely insane. I wake up feeling trapped in
my skin, as if I should be able to take it off, but the zippers
broke. I've been constantly making noise and Goddess forbid someone get
me talking, cuz it doesn't stop once I start. My supervisor told me I'm
going to end up one of those old men that shuffle around making odd
uncontrolable noises, that everyone tries to respectfully avoid...LOL I
told her not to sweat it cuz thats already happening. There was nothing
to do last friday, we were so slow, and I just started playing the drums
on whatever surface was in front of me. Princess, my supervisor, told
me I needed to go to lunch and I needed to go then, "and take a long one
I can't handle you like this."
HeeHee...normally quiet and reserved me going all Trapped-Zoo-Monkey on
her. One of the other girls said "at least he isn't throwing poo at us"
I told them to just give me time...LOL
Now what could be causing this...who knows. Spring is coming, so it
could be the changing of the seasons. Nothing is stable in my
life right now, which could be part of it. I'm also drinking 'shots-in-
the-dark' at all hours of the day with no effect to my sleep patterns,
though they could be causing this Chaotic Explosive Energy I'm feeling.
For anyone that doesn't know what a 'shot-in-the-dark' is, its three
espressos topped off with dark roast coffee. Sometimes some flavoring for
kickers, but usually not. So it could possibly be caffeine overload.
Today, so far, I'm the mellowest I've been yet. One of my friends called and
wants me to go to a business seminar with her...I don't know If I can do it.
What with all the sitting and being quiet. Though there could possibly be
cute boys in suits, possible applicants for my All-Monkey-Zoo...LoL Or maybe
I'll go to the Coffee House and sit and write. I don't think I can stay
home, I need to be out and about out of respect for all of those monkeys
who can't, right?! LOL
Have a great day everyone, and tell some monkey you care!