So WOA....hey Oasis..btw i love this site...

omg so much has gone down in the last 2 hrs or so that i cant believe it! ill have to post twice i guess.

there was some negative which i wont even bother mentioning it doesnt matter now.....so yes this friend i think i mentioned her before - it was nothing major for some reason i thought i could never tell her but tonight talking to her i got this sudden sense that i should tell her and i felt it would all be ok...

so i did it.....and shes awesome shes the best friend i could ask for or tell about my sexuality to...she was great .....kudos to her...i have some quotes from her that should be documented for educational purposes....

"its soo hard, i understand that, but if that is what u want, then u have to believe in yourself and have the courage to stand up for that"

"well, it sounds so self centered but at this point its like, try to understand it from ur perspective, that way, telling people and accepting it urslef wont be soo hard"

"so, then, youve got to work from with in u know, makes it that miuch more important that you are comfortable and accepting of it"

her on my mom-
"and if she is really uncomfortable with it, she needs to be asking the questions"

so i also asked her if she was surprised she said she was but that she kind of knew that might be what i had been hinting at so i dunno its just so awesome how i feel so much better now her words have inspired me to come alive again and fight for myself and my happiness... shes cool with it and it def makes me feel better

ahh i will sleep well but thats not it-- oh the other part of my night...

Cnn* :)