its the reason why i try to keep myself so busy at times because i don't wanna think of anything. Yet for some reason i keep getting the same feeling each time`each time she calls, each time i see her, everytime i look at her eyes. The things just keep going over and over again in my head. But then i think about it maybe im just seeing things that i want to see. That those clue's have always been there and my mind is just playing games. Ive tried...and maybe its just time to give up, im tired of having my heart hurting each time she tells me
about a boyfriend and i have to act like im happy for her when inside my heart burns. For now my only answer is time...