ahhh....i'm a little drunk right now. Just a little...not too much. it's wearing off mostly. I just got back from a graffitti party at one of the local clubs that was arranged for our school. It was fun, but I really really wish my girlfriend could be here. She would've had a lot of fun dancing and having fun and stuff. Near the end of the dance a guy and a girl I know started kissing and I just kept thinking that I wanted that to be me and my girl. I miss her sooooo much, it's not fair. Lately she's all i've been able to think about and I just want to be in her arms again. It's not even the sex I miss the most...just her. I love when she holds me I feel safe and protected and comfortable. But she's some 12000 or however many miles away. *sigh* as long as I get to see her over Christmas break...if not...I think I'll just lose it. I NEED to see her again. I need to kiss her and have her hold me and tell me face to face that everything will be alright. Long distance relationships suck sometimes...and now's one of those times.
Okay...enough of this boring rambling. sorry everyone.