I went to the love parade today, was quite fun. I just wish my friends weren't such weirdos who wouldn't dance with me, but it was all good. It was the first time The love parade was ever out of Berlin, so it was kinda history in the making. Cool huh? Did anyone else living in the bay area go?

I've been having a really drama filled week. Like for once in my life I'm doing well in school getting straight A's, but my girlfriend dumping me is just making me more and more depressed. Just everytime I see her (which is all the time cuz we are still close for some odd reason) I just feel like I'm slowly dying inseide. I cried on the bus on the way to the love parade, it really annoyed me that I have given her the power to make me cry on a crowded street car. I think I broke down cuz I really have nobody to talk to anymore. She is so a part of mylife that my best friend is closer with her than me, and I hate, but at the same time I'm so addicted to her I don't know how I would deal if she wasn't around.

I'm coming down from being helllla blazed while listening to Ani DiFranco, this is too weird for me.

Thanks for listeing once again
-Sophie-