i wish i could rub a lamp and have a genie come out...he wouldn't even have to give me all the wishes, for now i just want 1 to come true. Sometimes i know the feelings i have for her will never equal to the feelings she has for me especially when i know in my heart ` as much as i try to deny it. That if i were to look at her beautiful brown eyes that it wouldn't have the same sparkle when staring back at me. So ive figured out its better to accept what things have led to in silence other than anywhere else. Your not going to see me cutting myself but here standing tall eating my sunday bowl of cereal while watching the powerpuff girls zoom past the screen of my t.v I keep telling myself "time will give me the answers" i know that but i wanna be more specific, i wanna have something to look forward too when i turn off the alarm clock and take my first breath of the day. I want to know that today or the nextday is gonna be worth it. Cause right now...im just watching the clock as the seconds tic away and yet the question still lingers in my head, how long?, does she even miss me...

Goodnight everyone
peaches -- FlewAway