Funny thing is,
i think i want a break
from this feeling
that i love so much
sometimes

cause it eats my stomach
when she’s brushing
her hair
and we’re getting ready to see our
boyfriends
at her favorite restaurant
(that goddamn restaurant
with the music…
the one i’d love to take her to
so i could say i love her
with that music in our heads)

Funny thing is,
i seem to avoid hugging her,
touching her,
as much as possible
Don’t know why,
but it seems right that way…
to restrain the physical contact
that i dream about at night

It’s funny
i don’t want to be her best friend anymore
and she’d kill me if she knew

I guess it’s the funny things
that make me feel like crying