feeling like kicking myself...

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Gah!! Sometimes I feel so stupid!! I have an essay due tomorrow for literature: 2000 words, maybe 6-8 pages, so it's really not too huge of a deal. But I was a dumb-ass and decided to procrastinate and put it off as much as possible. Even now, as I sit here watching the clock tick away I'm having trouble motivating myself to do it. I just don't want to. :-P Don't get me wrong, it's gonna get done, but why couldn't I have been smart and started on it awhile ago...done a little bit at a time, that kinda thing. Arrgh!!

I actually like the topic; we're writing about the contribution of Jane Austen and Charlotte Bronte to the development of the novel. My problem is that I can't just talk about the books...I have to have "evidence of extensive outside reasearch." Meh. It's so much more fun just sitting in class and talking about it all rather than having to look all this stuff up.

On a positive note, I had to lead the discussion group this morning for the class and got 10/10. Yay :-D We were talking about Dracula, a novel I find quite fascinating, so it wasn't that difficult.

*sigh* well I'd better get back to work. I have dinner at six, and I have to go cause I've already paid $10 for it. I'm too poor to throw the money away and stay here to work. :-P

Hope everyone has a better night/day than I'm having.