I called up my girlfriend the other day and got a chance to talk to her about the IM I got from her ex-best friend. I feel 100% certain after talking to her that she's not cheating on me, and that this other girl was trying to stir up trouble. There HAS been stuff going on, but it's not her cheating on me. Basically she spent almost a month in jail (the time I couldn't get a hold of her) for posession of drugs. (I didn't ask what) Well that experience really woke her up. She's stopped drinking and doing drugs, and has been clean for over a month now. I really think this can work out...I still love her and I know she still loves me too. We just have to hang in there, ya know?
I feel alot better...I still am sad that we can't talk more often, but In the last letter I wrote her, I asked her if she would write me more often...hopefully she will. I just feel like I'm not really a part of her life right now. I'd imagine she feels much of the same way.
It's not even 4 months before I'll be back home...that's not too long, really. We can do this.
On a side note, I took one of those silly Quizilla quizzes, and here's the result:
I think it fits in well with this whole entry...goes to show why I don't want to give up on this relationship...I think she's "the one"...