Yesterday I had a good cry and grew very uncomfortable. I re-read my forum I posted previously about transsexual and I felt pretty dumb for posting it. Though I know it was courageous of me to post something based on different gender. It’s a step closer to revealing the true self.

I had a good discussion in another gay youth website which has a web chat. This fellow was very interested to converse genders based on the culture today. I quickly pointed out that you are automatically scanned for your gender at birth. Then I included about asexual babies whom were born with both sex. They are quick to choose the sex correction operation, which can and forever scar the baby’s future if you choose the wrong gender. He mentioned the EBE Theory about genders in cultures. Parents are always concerned on the outlook of their kids. If a boy plays with girls or play with girl toys in general would make them gay and so on.

It was interesting chat, which progressed even farther, and I had to stop before it confuses me. Though I find it comforting that younger generations are more accepting than older generation. I had a talk with my mother yesterday about differences generations. My aunt is 20 years older than my mother who’s in her 40’s. In her generation the 60’s and the 70’s drugs and diverse life was more accepting. While her sister 20 years older was more practical and church going. It makes a big difference.

Okay so for example 70’s was more accepting than the 80’s came into the picture where private life and church going was casual now than the past. In the 1900’s not many people came out of the closet, and it was a scary time to try crawl out of the closet space. So if we think ahead of our time, 2010 or 2020 would things revert back to conservative period? Who knows, anything is possible.

It's interesting to view the pattern. Who knows when the time comes, and only the time can tell when things would become more liberating and comfortable for every one of us in existance. Can we live our lifes more openly before everybody revert back to the stone age?

Bush is a bad example of that. Shrugs.