OK, Emily, I took your advice. This is the product of my free writing mixed with stream of conciousness. It's not too great. OK, upon re-reading it, it is downright sad. Oh well.

Access Denied

Bold and defiant lines
Interlocking in clasped hands
Tightly cling together, fused
As one against the world

Access denied flashes
Vibrant rainbow letters
Present themselves at every
Opportunity to remind,
Reinforce, the idea of
Denied access, withholding

Restraining against the norm
Social normalities begin to blur
Smudged edges, the conservatives
Are edgier and eager
To wave
Shout and exemplify
Access Denied
Deny, REly, Any, Re-lY
No, no I will not stand

Nor will I fall, a crumpled
Heap of self-denial on the earth
Stand true for the inate
A part of me, love & hope

Rip the denial from it's roots
Tear the "access denied" apart
Access + denied yields pain, hurt, hate
Yes true enough BUT
Love + Soul yields me
With

Full access to whomever or
Whatever I please,
Please don't deny
Access to life