Denial

My mother vis-à-vis my gayness has entered a stage of denial.

Fashion consultant

My brother supports me and has given me the position of his fashion consultant.

Ignorance

My grandparents and extended family are not aware of my sexual "deviation."

Love

Kate: "I think I would love you if you did not like boys"

Out

Everyone from my past knows.

Silence

My father is mute. Shock? No probably does not want to breach the subject.

Boyfriends

None.

Stimmung

Happiness. Have begun Cognitive therapy.

Progress

Went to a new gay meeting.

Progress the two

Going to more parties.

Relaxing

Working out. Sleeping. Reading. Easy quarter.

Progress the three

8 pounds of muscle since November.

Decisions

Apartment? Housing?

Random thing

Caviar.

Hopes

Continue with progress, achieve some level of happiness via, perchance to perhaps [v.v], gay friends.

Comfot

Now am more openly gay than I ever was.

Regrets

Should have come out earlier.

Rebuttals to last qua question

Was I ready?

Life

Keeps on going, and going and going and going well.

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a dopo,
C